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Greetings to you my palms, my grasping fingers, and my finger smashed by the car door. My palm X-rayed looks like a sprained wing, like a tiny piece of bone drawn by its own contour. My left hand’s annular finger once decorated by a ring is widowed now, deprived of its adornment. The one who gave me the ring long since has no fingers. His arms are woven with the tree’s roots into one. My hands have so often touched the frozen palms of the dead, and the warm, strong palms of the living. They know how to caress unusually by touch losing the space that separates existence from existence, and heaven from earth. My hands knowing the pain of helplessness cling to each other like two frightened birds, homeless, blindly seeking everywhere the trace of your hands.
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the river flows inside me
with infinite patience I caress the rock I run my fingers along its sharp edge so the rock would soften humbly and cling to my lips
the river flows inside me
I wash leaves for the trees and deceitfully from under their feet I eat up the golden sand so they would move inside me with their swaying twigs so they would touch my lips
the river flows inside me
I stretch my hand over the cat’s back fur sings panic grows in the boughs trees flutter
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they said about my eyes: they stare but my restless eyes danced on the tips of my fingers to the sound of a furious unwritten melody the melody chimed in my ears which they said simply existed but they were kneeling and were immersed in listening with closed eyes
my lips – they said are not lips but a hot glowing flame dashing out sparks of words the words they were unable to understand
my legs they said – but this is a lie I am dressed in the gold of the earth in a shining silver skirt made of angel feathers |