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1. Along with your ashes, the barely written ones, obliterating the ode, the incited roots, the alien eye--with imbecilic hands, they dragged you into the city, bound you in this knot of slang, and gave you nothing. Your ink has learned the violence of the wall. Banished by your brothers, you cant the stones of unseen earth, and smooth your place among the wolves. Each syllable is the work of sabotage.
2. Flails, the whiteness, the flowers of the promised land: and all you hoard, crumbling at the brink of breath. For a single word in air we have not breathed, for one stone, splitting with the famine inside us--ire, out of bone's havoc, by which we kin the worm. The wall is your only witness. Barred from me, but squandering nothing, you sprawl over each unwritten page, as though your voice had crawled from you: and entered the whiteness of the wail.
3. Scanned by no one but the loved, the margins rehearse your death, playing out the travesty of nakedness, and the hands of all the others who will see you, as if, one day you would sing to them, and in the longer silence of the anvil, name them as you would this sun: a stone, scourged by sky.
4. Vatic lips, weaned of image. The mute one here, who waits, urn-wise, in wonder. Curse overbrims prediction: the glacial rose bequeaths its thorns to the breath that labors toward eye and oblivion. We have only to ready ourselves. From the first step, our voice is in league with the stones of the field.
5. The blind way is etched in your palm: it leads to the voice you had bartered, and will bleed, once again on the prongs of this sleep-hewn braille. A breath scales the wick of my stammering, and lights the air that will never recant. Your body is your own measured burden. And walks with the weight of fire.
6. Unquelled in the voiceless hull, where seed ends, and augurs nothing: you will plow the choral rant of deepnesses, and go the way that eyes go. There is no longer path for you: from the moment you slit your veins, roots will begin to recite the massacre of stones. You will dwell. You will raze your house here--you will forget your name. Earth is the only exile.
7. The dead still die, and in them the living: all space, and the eyes, hunted by frail tools, confined to their habits. To breathe is to accept this lack of air, the only breath, sought in the fissures of memory, in the lapse that sunders this language of feuds, without which earth would have granted a stronger omen to level the orchards of stone. Not even the silence pursues me.
8. The left hand locks the door. The right hand pries a darkened stone from this pyramid of seeds, and all light grows without us. From one word to the next, the page is the heir of desert: its distance and obscenity, of which I am the scribe,--and the shadow, stumbling through this vast stone room, where the darkness cures me of my name.
9. Rats wake in your sleep, and mime the progress of want. My voice turns back to the hunger it gives birth to, coupling with stones that jut from red walls: the heart gnaws, but cannot know its plunder; the flayed tongue rasps. We lie in earth's deepest marrow, and listen to the breath of angels. Our bones have been drained. Wherever night has spoken, unborn sons prowl the void between stars. |